Read the following quote first thing in the morning, midday, before each attempt at your craft, and just before bed. Observe what comes to mind when you read it and act on those thoughts...
"To raise yourself to a better position, you've got to do something special. Make some extra effort. It won't be pleasant all the time. It'll mean hard grueling work while you're at it, and it will pay off in the long run." ~ Dale Carnegie
What is the "something special" you can do?
What is the "extra effort" you can make?
What is unpleasant that you will work through?
What is the "hard grueling work" that you will endure until you get your "payoff"?
I wish I had seen this years ago. I would be much farther along in many ways. I'm giving me a personal makeover starting today... hope it helps you too.
Gotta get going - bye!